pinkspiderweb:

This is about LOVE….. and about 東京 TOKYO私は東京が大好きです …….
and I’m starting to feel that this for me means attachment The moment you start LOVING you take a RISK  of feeling LOW and SAD when the love no longer is reciprocated … in my case: leaving this city even for a month or two…. and yes, yes, I know what you will tell me….I can still LOVE Tokyo, which is great and I’m sure of it, but I will due to this attachment, definitely feel a separation and it will HURT….Second thought coming up, is that I have been traveling all my life, lived here and there across the globe,  but NEVER felt this way to a PLACE before…. only to people.WHY do I feel such a strong bond with Japan and the greater Tokyo area…???When I wrote Tokyo above I really meant my emotional area of Tokyo which is way bigger than Tokyo proper.
Now I will repeat the Miura Reien story in the next blog or so, because it probably has some valid insights and clues… My reason for breaking up from EVERYTHING, and doing the PINK SPIDER jump out to the unknown…. the flying with the CLOUDS and letting go….. I’m not dead yet…. I’m still here…but the story and the path taken during 2011 might explain why I’m suddenly able to feel LOVE again…LOVE, also for people…. really scary business! 

pinkspiderweb:

This is about LOVE….. and about 

東京 TOKYO

私は東京が大好きです …….

and I’m starting to feel that this for me means attachment 

The moment you start LOVING you take a RISK  of feeling LOW and SAD
when the love no longer is reciprocated … in my case: leaving this city even for a month or two….

and yes, yes, I know what you will tell me….
I can still LOVE Tokyo, which is great and I’m sure of it, but I will due to this attachment, definitely feel a separation and it will HURT….

Second thought coming up, is that I have been traveling all my life, lived here and there across the globe,  but NEVER felt this way to a PLACE before…. only to people.
WHY do I feel such a strong bond with Japan and the greater Tokyo area…???

When I wrote Tokyo above I really meant my emotional area of Tokyo which is way bigger than Tokyo proper.

Now I will repeat the Miura Reien story in the next blog or so, because it probably has some valid insights and clues…
My reason for breaking up from EVERYTHING, and doing the PINK SPIDER jump out to the unknown…. the flying with the CLOUDS and letting go….. I’m not dead yet…. I’m still here…
but the story and the path taken during 2011 might explain why I’m suddenly able to feel LOVE again…
LOVE, also for people…. really scary business!